I've been spending basically all week with my friend Martika. It's been such a relief. I don't have to talk about my pain unless I want to. She doesn't force me to talk about it. I've found a lot of pleasure in talking about things that Taylor likes or says though. I don't know if it's because I want to remember him in any way I can, or if it's just helping me stay positive and realize that someday he WILL come back to me. I know it in my heart. Last night we talked a little bit. He told me he loves me. I already know that. True love gets through everything. Even the minor bumps in the road. We are both just stressed out and need to take a breather right now I think. I hope everything works out.
Things I like about myself today:
My appetite
Admitting that I'm wrong
Taking responsibility for my wrong-doings
Being persistent
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